The Trouble Is....I'm in a hurry and God is not.....

What a powerful statement. I didn't make this mess of my body over night and it won't be fixed over night. But, the good new is there is a, "Reclamation Project," going on with my mind, soul, and body. It's a new understanding of what I want and what I need in my life. A new direction....a new feeling.

Thank you Lord for a clear understanding of my plight....of my goals. And, thank you for giving me the stamina, the fortitude, and will power to carry out my will and your will in your name.

I remember finding a letter by Mother after she had past. It was a letter she had written to God. I was surprised in a way to know she had such a powerful relationship with him. And, the same time comforted by it because, I knew without a doubt at that moment that she was with the Lord.

Wow. the first time I have spoken about that. I was worried about her relationship for a minute. My Mother left this earth without forgiving a few people. Even after they had reached out to her in her last days. She carried that animosity home with her. I hope she has since let it go. These words are a testimony to me. There are a few things I need to let go. We can't change the past. We can only move forward and forgive those that have trespass against us.